| Location | Peckham |
| Age | 44 years |
| Cause of Death | Brain Haemorrage |
| Date of Birth | 06/02/1963 |
| Date of Death | 17/05/2007 |
| Visitors | 705 since 02/02/2009 |
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My mum sadley passed away on the 17th may 2007 leaving behind her 3 children, her grandson leo, her 2 sisters her mum and dad and alot of other friends and family, she is sadley missed nearly 2 years have passed and we still cant believe she has gone, no more pain and in a better place people keep saying but the pain of losing my mum was hard enough, a great fun loveing woman with so much to live for, always loved looking after her family more then herself,,,
Happy new year mum and grandad hope u had a good one up there in heaven with the other angels we went on holiday this year it was ok but didnt seem like christmas at all main thing was that leo enjoyed it all he got spoiled as always lol his a real monkey lol but must run in the family as i was the same lol. well its coming up to our birthdays cant believe im 30 this year my god its gone quick i cant believe its 5 years since u been gone this year seems like yesterday really it does. i have asked karen and sue to help me out abit so i get to know u like i should do anyway i want leo to know about u all i know so far is that u liked coke and cats and never ate very much lol not alot to know about a person who is ur mum but im sure i will get more off karen and nanny, i know it may sound funny but it still feels like half of me is missing half my heart has got up and left 5 years ago i hate feeling like this but it cant be helped i miss uso much it kills not a single day goes by where i dont think about u i lay there and talk to u most nights i know u cant answer me but i know ur there listening to me prob telling me to shut up lol. i keep looking up at the sky at night seeing the stars hoping ur there watching over us leo still says he sees u in his bedroom but his no longer scared he just says goodnight and thats all. i love u mum r.i.p will write again soon love u so much more then u will ever know miss u like crazy please keep watching over leo and nan as they need u there keep them safe from harm
im missing you so much its killing me i hurt inside and out and i really feel like im falling apart and i cant stop it i want you here with me i need you i talk to you so much and never get any reply and i start to feel like i bang my head against the wall please mum know that im missing you more then ever i cant believe u aint here i want to give u a big kiss and cuddle, r.i.p mum and grandad missing you both more then u will ever know xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
its now coming up to 4 years since you left my side and i am missing you so much it seems like only yesterday that i recieved that dreadful phonecall from dad, i think of you all day and all night i dream about you i cant get you out of my head i posted your 2 songs on facebook for you to listen to i listened to them so u could sit with me and hear them i know your here with me i can feel you i can smell you but i just wish i could touch you cuddle you tell you how much i love and miss you its so hard for us all to forget someone like you you stand out in the crowd u r missed so very much its hurting so bad i just want another chance so i can tell u how much you mean to me i want u to meet your first grandson leo his brillent my rock at hard times always puts a smile on my face the proudest moment ever was giving birth to my son and i know you would love him to his just great.
i love and miss you mum r.i.p thinking of you now and always always in my heart and my head.
its coming up to mothers day ad times are hard i brought 2 words cards for you they r on my fridge so hopefully when we r all asleep you can sneak and read them so you know how much you really mean to me and leo and everyone else that knew you, i love you mum and missing you so much hope you and grandad are watching down on nanny and karen, i hurt my foot today i think i fractured it but thats life a its all swollen it was playing football with leo he loves football he says he wants to be a footballer when his older, he let some balloons up the sky for you and grandad for your birthdays he loves you both so much xxx r.i.p mum and grandad
yours and grandads ashes was scattered last saturday 26th feb 2011 it was so hard really was watching them be poured everywhere was more then hard it was heart breaking i went out the other day and got another tattoo on my left wrist its an angel its there cause its for u and grandad it makes me feel a little closer to you i love it, i am missing you so much really i just want a kiss and cuddle and for you to tell me everything is going to be ok but i know thats not gonna happen its too late i cant believe its 4 years this year its gone so quick it only feels like yesterday i got that horrid phone call and i still feel lost my heart is still broken i am missing you mum and grandad love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Mum This is really hard for me again i have to say goodbye i know its not really you i know u r with the angels but still to me them ashes are all i have of you all i have left and i dont wanna say goodbye again the first time was hard enough but now i have to do it again i cant stop crying i feel like a whimp causre i should be strong for nan karen and jane but i cant keep the tears from coming i love you so much mum i am missing you and grandad so much and tomorrow i have to scatter yours and grandads ashes when i dont really want to, i hope tomorrow you fly away to somewhere special and that u r with the angels both without pain and suffering i cant bear to think of u in pain it hurts to much sometimes i think i am in hell cause i am losing everyone i love and care about and its killing me my heart has been ripped out half is with u and the other half i dont know where, r.i.p mum and grandad please keep watch over everyone make them safe away from harm love u so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday
Wanted to wish u a very happy birthday for tomorrow i know your not here but i wanted to wish u 1. i wish u was here with me leo jane james and everyone else i miss u so much its so hard i wanna do what daughters do buy u flowers and send u a card but i cant even do that but u are always in my mind heart body and soul i love you mum so much miss u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Today is my 29th birthday and I am so upset that ur not here with me where u belong I miss u so much it's killing me I want my mum here with me on my birthday I keep expecting a card throw the post from u James and kirsty but nothing and the pain is killing me I love u so much mum missing u more then u can begin to describe love u mum r.I.p
merry christmas
Merry christmas mum and grandad so hard this time of year because we can;t celebrate together like we should be missing you both so much i hope you are both happy and not in any pain we are all thinking of you always and forever we are looking after nan, please watch down over nan and make sure she is ok, your ashes are gonna be spread together on the grass at albiens so you will be together forever in a special place where we can visit and talk to you
Mum How hard has this few weeks been for us but now u are with ur dad who i know loved to see you i cant believe grandad passed so soon and u, you was both taken away so soon not enough time to say goodbye i see grandad a few days before he died and was arranging to go and see him at the hospital the day he died, we went to see nan the funeral has just gone thursday 7th it was so hard it reminded me so much of your funeral same journey it was so hard but i had to say goodbye to grandad and you again i am really finding it so hard to deal with cause life without you two is horrible we are all hurting so much i love you both and please look after one another and we will meet again 1 day but until then please keep an eye on all of us nan needs comfort love you both so very much xxxxxxxxxxxxx
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